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|Saturday, October 16th, 2004|
I got drunk and beat the crap out of some random guy... I think I might have vomited on him too
I'm such a shame right now, completely worthless. I didn't realize how much I'd come to rely on Fratley being here with me again. Thanks for keeping me from killing whoever that was Eiko, and I'm really sorry you had to see me in such a condition. I'll try to look forward to whatever it is you and Relm want to take me out to do, but right after we need to look for Fratley again. I want to start from scratch where I left off.( Eiko and RelmCollapse )
|Monday, October 4th, 2004|
|Monday, September 20th, 2004|
( visible to her friends, not visible to Fratley because he's lost it and doesn't know to look )
I should have seen this coming from a mile away, he was getting worse and worse as time progressed. Gods I was so blind to this, I should have had him at home weeks if not months ago.
Fratley has totally lost it. He has no idea who I or anyone else is, and probably doesn't even know who he is. He mistook me for an enemy and beat the crap out of me and knocked me unconscious before fleeing into Luca, and I have no idea where he went. This. really. sucks. bad.
Guys, everyone, please keep an eye out for him! If you see him please remember he might not know who you are, it might just be best to restrain him, but we need to get him home so he can be helped.
I have to report back to the king then look for him more. Gods my head hurts, he bashed it into a steel floor repeatedly. Current Mood: sore
|Friday, August 27th, 2004|
| Where the hell am I???? What am I doing here? No, seriously. This is frustrating and I know that I know, it's just there, barely there, why is this happening--- oh. Wait. Breathe. I know. I KNOW!
I know what I'm doing, and everything is fine
But why do I keep slipping like this?
Although, Freya, you seem to think that I need the time off, I really think that I'm fine. I'm as strong and prepared as ever for this. Maybe I should look into something to help, but
OH MY GOD WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!
after this mission is complete. I'm a general, first and foremost. I won't use this little annoyance of a problem as an excuse to
I... I do remember, right??? Arrg!</i>
ignore my duty.
Duty first above all else. Right? Current Mood: fine. really. no, really!
|Saturday, August 21st, 2004|
Intolerable. All this information and searching, and our goal has completely avoided us thus far. It doesn't help that Fratley's memory is becoming bad enough that he can scarcly tell his right paw from his left. I feel like I'm babysitting an old person the way his memory is sliding. If this continues much longer I'm going to have to advise he be sent back to Burmecia and concentrate on getting him some help even if it means the mission. Keeping ♥Fratley♥ safe and well takes total precedence in my life even if it means giving up my rank.
Where the hell are you Fratley? Wandering off like that is beginning to worry me. We have important stuff to do tonight ok?
Old Friends: Is everyone ok? I haven't been hearing enough from you, or maybe I haven't been paying attention. One way or the other this thing with me in Spira is going to end soon, and I think I might need somewhere to go afterwards. Current Mood: disturbed
|Monday, May 24th, 2004|
|Saturday, May 22nd, 2004|
Today I was summoned to complete some paperwork concerning trade between Burmecia and Figaro.
I thought it was very strange, but welcoming of them to offer this agreement to us. I did not even have to meet with the king as I thought I was going to.
No, in fact, I did
meet with the king, and I completed the task as was necessary. I've finally accomplished something in my visit to this other world, which means that I can soon move on to a new mission. ( FreyaCollapse ) ( PrivateCollapse ) Current Mood: accomplished, but confused
|Tuesday, May 11th, 2004|
|Saturday, May 8th, 2004|
|Friday, May 7th, 2004|
I enjoyed the ball in Figaro, especially the dancing. I'm glad I've remembered the moves all this time. A good Burmecian dance is hard to forget, though. I'm also delighted that I shared a dance with the lady Celes. She picked up the moves like an expert.
I can think of some other moves I'd like to see her become expert at
All in all, my time in Figaro has been great. ( FreyaCollapse )( PrivateCollapse ) Current Mood: indescribable
|Wednesday, May 5th, 2004|
|Monday, May 3rd, 2004|
|visible to fratley and those (only) she has met that are involved in the mission in Spira
Got confirmation from the King. I'm allowed to side track to help Kimahri's friends on thier task. Seems they have a couple bitches to put down that are destroying random cities, and I'm glad to assist given how it might make my job easier as far as other things go.
I'm not too worried as far as this goes, I've been in this situation before. And on a deeper note, I know what its like to have your home city, or home nation for that matter, completely wiped out... damn Beatrix, I hope I never see her again. I can't beleive they let a war criminal keep such a position.
At any rate, I just wish Fratley were here, despite recent events he's a better fighter than I am. Current Mood: busy
|Saturday, May 1st, 2004|
This is most peculiar. I'm told that earthquakes such as this do not usually happen on this world. Freya, I'm fine although it was somewhat surprising. I hope that all is well with you..... what world were you in again?
|Friday, April 30th, 2004|
|Here in Luca
( Private, Fratley could respond.Collapse )
There is some sort of obscene pleasure that is derived from being able to toss someone twice my size. These ronso have such large egos.
They're probably makeing up for something else that isn't so large. Current Mood: bitchy
|Sunday, April 25th, 2004|
|Visible to those in BMV and Freya
Relm says we're all going to Figaro. I could have sworn there was something I was suppose to do in the other worlds, something about why Freya had to go, but I forgot what it was. I don't think it was very important though.
*sigh* My presence here is more than useless. Current Mood: exanimate
|Monday, April 19th, 2004|
|Saturday, April 17th, 2004|
|Thursday, April 15th, 2004|
|Monday, April 12th, 2004|
|Thursday, April 8th, 2004|
|Wednesday, April 7th, 2004|
|Monday, April 5th, 2004|
|Tuesday, March 30th, 2004|
|Monday, March 29th, 2004|
|Sunday, March 28th, 2004|